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1 Syawal 1428 Hijrah…

Selamat Hari Raya,Maaf Zahir Batin…that would be the most common phrase anyone can hear today…I’ve finished visiting all my closest relatives…so, I think it doesn’t hurt 4 me to write what’s been happening in my life lately, especially during this Ramadhan…

Perhaps, this time around..it is the best Ramadhan I have been through…dari segi pengisian ibadah dan pemantapan rohani…ingat lagi tahun lepas when I was doing my Final Year Project..my terawih is only half-month full..and mmg byk masa utk FYP je..rasa rugi sangat…tapi this year..it’s a different story..apart from that, I’m very sure now of what I want in life and my current and future goal…another biggest thing ever is that I finally found my soulmate…well,it’s too early of saying that..but for now I feel that I’ve  found someone I can hold on to..and dedicate my life to understand her, for the rest of my life…I cannot say that I’ve found the love of my life..(she’s not my wife yet…later,insyaAllah..)..but she’s the most unique and wonderful being I’ve ever encounter…so, thank you my dear Lizzy a.k.a Siti Fatimah Mohd Yusoff ...for being part of my life…

This feeling of serenity and contented, I would like to frame them in my ledger of life…and appreciates every piece of calmness and clearness they bring…people often asked what is the thing you want most in life? My answer remains the same..mardhotillah…it’s not the money that I’ve been after since I was born..nor it is the fame or glory..Ive came to know that these kind of things doesn’t fit me at all…for me,it would be great if I pass through this world, spreading kindness..helping people…and die peacefully…coz it’s in the blood..it’s the way that I’ve been raised and taught by my parents…sure, it would be a bonus if I have so much money even I don’t know what to do with it…but for now,I don’t think it is the thing I really want…afterall..later, it is not about me and the world…neither it is about me and people around me..it always comes down to the matter between me and Allah…

So..what’s next? I will continue my journey of life slowly..one step at a time..as I always do..I still have to go after my dreams of becoming a well-known master in scuba diving, especially in cold waters..research in deep sea  organisms..and doing things I like most..researching…as intel-analysis and reconstructing information is the things I’m very fond with…and not to mention that I have to finish my Masters degree and PhD in the next 6 years..

Emm..maybe now I can feel a bit relief..coz from now on..I have a clearer goal..and more importantly, I have someone to share my dreams with…"don’t walk behind me..I may not lead..do not walk in front of me, I might not follow…but walk besides me…and be my friend.." and I do hope I will not be in vain…

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